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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I just want to drive

I swear there is someone up there that just does not want me driving.

I know how to drive. I do it quite often. It's not rocket science, and every driving instructor i had told me "oh, you're a good driver, you'll do fine on your test."

Okay...that was after my permit test. But let me tell you how big of a pain in the ass it was just to try and get that shit done.

SO. It was..eh...im going to say mid november of 2007. I had studied and studied and studied for this damn permit test and i had made an appointment at the dmv to take my permit test. So i go there bright and early on Thanksgiving break, and i wait in line for about ten minutes...then when i get up there, they tell me...oh well your birth certificate is only a copy. we need the real thing.

that means it is up to my mom to go and get from the "place". Which...who knows when that would happen.
SO

Finally it happens in about February. I go in and its all so sudden...i didnt study and i was totally unprepared. And..needless to say, i failed. okay.

So then..since i had been so busy, i had to wait until April to take it again..and i do...and Viola! i pass. yessssss


Eh......okay. then i go in to take my test on October, 2008. I get in the car, im driving, everything is totally chill..but then towards the end of the exam, i go to pull out onto the street, and i realize i shouldnt because of some more oncoming traffic...and BAM! He fails me for making a dangerous maneuver...WTF!

oky...so that one was definately a blunder on my part. i should have just paid more attention in the first place.

BUT. The second time i go in...is NOT my fault.

I get in the car with the female examiner..which i should have already known was going to be my doom. they fail EVERYONE.

I go to pull out of the dmv...but when im about to pull out of the drive way, to make a right, a little 48593845 year old woman from the left decides she wants to turn in...but maybe not sometime that day. She pull in..then she started to BACK OUT of the driveway...so i sat there..waiting for her to finish whatever it was she was doing...but then she just sits there in the street. doing...nothing. So im like..oh geezis. and there is all this traffic backing up behing me in the parking lot and the start honking at me, and then there is all these cars backing up behind the woman so im like...okay. fuck it. and i start to pull out...and the dumb bitch driving examiner is like..

STOP!!!!!!!!!

Like i was almost going to kill us or something. There was NO oncoming traffic..obviously..it was all being blocked by the stupid old woman. SO. the lady has me circle back around to the dmv..and fails me for that and calls it a dangerous maneuver.

YES. I love the DMV!!

THird time....I was just totally shot down as far as confidence went and i just straight up made a stupid mistake and took the right of way when it wasnt my turn. my fault completely...but it was frustrated because we were on the way back to the dmv because i was done and i was all excited..but...no.

So now i have to go back to retake the written next week...and hopefully all goes well..i can take the driving test and FINALLY enter the driving world.

:(((((((((


I JUST WANT TO DRIVE DAMNIT.

Im so depressed.

Well thats my rant for the day. My troubles attempting to enter the world of driving and being independent.


Sunday, March 29, 2009

Currently
Back to Black
By Amy Winehouse
You Know That I'm No Good
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Kinda am starting to wonder why i still have one of these

Its odd. I made a new one of these after not having one for almost 4 and a half years, then i made a new one only to not really use it all that often.

I honestly wonder if my life is actually worth blogging about. I mean, my last two entries are probably the most exciting events that have happened to me since i started this crazy thing. I have only one view, and 0 comments.

Now, i'm not whining, but i'm just not sure what to write about that any one is really going to care about. I'm just kind of an ordinary girl and i have an ordinary life.

SO so so so so. I guess i'll ramble a little bit.

I just got my macbook (a gift for getting accepted into college). which I'm super stoked about. Ive wanted a notebook computer for so long...and at long last, i have one.

Nice.

But as far as college goes..not so nice.

I'm currently stressing about financial aid and im pretty sure ive missed the deadline for fafsa and all that stuff..but im going to fill it out anyways and try to see what i can get. If nothing, then i guess its purely student loans for me. Oh goodie.

At least i get some special scholarship since my stepdad works at the college that im going to be attending in the fall (which will remain unnamed still. even though no one actually reads this thing)

On a lighter note:

I am quite hungry. And soon now...I'm going to be indulging in some delicious, overpriced, but oh so satisfying Pink Berry yogurt. If you dont know what that is (which you definately do if you live in SoCal) its the starbucks of frozen yogurt. Look it up, because i really dont want to go into details right now.

Well...i guess thats all i have to say for now.

uhm....if you view it...you should tell me if you like Pinkberry or other types of frozen yogurt joints..and if you are also stressing about college like me :]

make me feel less alone on this crazy Xanga machine.

xoxoxoxox


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Currently
Advisory Committee
By Mirah
The Garden
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REGIONAL COMPETITION :D

So today was a competition day for the dance teams...

and...JV did great :D  we placed third, beating other varsity teams in our division ;]

anddddddddd

our Varsity team made championships at Nationals.

Yessssssssssssssssss.  We all rock.

anyways.

thats all. now i have to go read Invisible Man, FUN.


Saturday, February 21, 2009

Currently
The Reminder
By Feist
My Moon My Man
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Hey everyone.

So basically I haven't had one of these crazy things since i was about 14...then i joined the myspace phase, and I let my Xanga die. 

Though I am still a faithful minion to Myspace....I decided I'd like to start blogging about my very unimportant life once again...maybe meet some people with similar opinions or something...idk. i figured maybe i'd be a little more interesting since im now and bigger and better me than i was when i was in junior high, haha....but thats not for me to say i suppose.

Well...i guess just to tell a little about myself, I am an aspiring actress, and I love dancing, although I'm a MUCH better actress than I am a dancer.  I'm on my high school's dance team, this is my first year doing it.  I figured it's senior year, might as well do as much as i can ;]

I love my team, we're not perfect, and we have our problems and issues.  But I love them all in some way.  And my drama class is like my little family at school, we've been together in that class since freshman year and we're all just so comfortable together. 

Uh....I got accepted to the college of my choice, although Im choosing not to say where.  For the sake of my own safety. 

And tomorrow I have a dance competition. REGIONALS BABY!

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hopefully we place or get some sort of recognition.  We work so hard.

so that's me in a very brief blog.  If you care to, you'll find out more as i continue blogging in the future....


but until then,

Adieu.




Monday, February 16, 2009

nothing i write is very important